Sunday, August 29, 2010

Dido

I find it hard to say I love you,
Not unlike before that I can constantly repeat it.
Pain already took a toll on me and I think I'm being cynical 'bout love.
Unless you make me overwhelmed with that feeling again,
All I can reply to you now is "dido"

Buffy
10292010

The Biggest Mistake of my Life

It took me until today to figure out how to answer this question that was given to First Runner Up, Venus Raj. The critiques was right, this wasn’t an easy question to answer, even previous US President Bush wanted this question to have been given to him beforehand and not on an on spot interview.

If I was to answer this question this is how I will respond:

“It is when I lost my friendship to one my dearest friend back in high school. I did try to make things right between us, to win her back but I guess our friendship had already ended and it took me this long years before I had accepted it.”

“The only thing I could do now is to learn from that mistake. To cherish my friends deeply, to give them a genuine love and even though the world may look down upon them I will make sure to make them feel that they are in the highest pedestal in this world whenever they are with me – a sanctuary.”

And I just wanted to add, to Aileen, it really had been long time before I had move on from you. Now I can truly say from the bottom of my heart that I have no more bitterness about what had happen between us. I feel indifferent. We are now two different people and I feel like I don’t know you anymore, you really did changed. Maybe that is the reason why I had no more remorse feelings because the Aileen I know back then was never to be found again.

If we do cross each other’s path I will smile to you genuinely, to the new you that I still don’t know of. I wish you true happiness.